Friday, September 7, 2012

Jolts of Perception



Video explaining why some people get paranoid when they're high. Great insight, but I disagree completely on the "you don't really know how you feel about yourself; you don't really know how you feel about life" part. Well, maybe that's true for some! Personally, being high makes me think of things that I'm well aware of but block out so I'm not constantly worried and stressing over it. I wouldn't be able to function always thinking those sorts of things. Also, I honestly find that people who think less are less likely to become paranoid after smoking... you know that saying about simple minds... right? Great video nonetheless. I was never able to put the whole "overwhelming of information" into words. Smoking prevents my thoughts from being processed individually so it becomes like a flood of worries.

Okay, I am a terrible blogger! I have drafts of entries I've saved but then decided to finish later... but then I don't finish them because I am no longer in that moment where I feel strongly about the topic. I obviously never finished blogging about Vegas...

Or that I bought a mattress for the first time ever! I move a lot so I never bothered to get one until now! I don't regret my decision because it would be such a pain in the ass to move.

Last night, I went to Max's Wine Dive with a really old friend that I haven't talked to in awhile. It's nice to have friends that speak their minds because even though Maia called me a bad friend, it's good to know these things. -____-;; I'll try to be better! Relevant to that topic, I get really annoyed when friends say they "hate" certain people behind their back and then act like they're all friends to their face! I get that it's to avoid conflict but it's a little too fake for me. Come on, we all agree that Jeff is an annoying rat. Why pretend?

My direct big (Leon) is celebrating his birthday tonight! But I also told Philla I would go out for her birthday....... I... ugh. I don't usually double-book, I swear! I just forgot because Philla told me early in the week.

I'll add pictures later!